I'm still not excited about this undertaking.

That's not completely true,

I am excited by the possibilities.

I guess, I'm still afraid to jump.

No, it's the

Falling

Apart

that scares the shit

out of me.

So I cry. Then I laugh because I know,

somewhere in the deepest darkest parts

of my soul

that this is exactly where I need to be

letting it. Embracing it, savoring it.

The Falling Apart, Together.